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[withimpunity]

Okay, so I have this problem with people. And going places. And dealing with people at said places.  Yes, I take drugs for it and no, they don't really help and, yes I probably need different drugs. Whatev. I also have two kidlets and today happens to be halloween and my sister is coming to visit and wants to do things and today just happens to be one of those days that I just don't fucking want to leave the house.

I'm not going to weasel out of taking them trick-or-treating b/c they've been talking about that all week. But. Myeh.  I just wish I could feel moto about this stuff. 

I'm Captain of the Failboat, dude. 

Comments

[junalele.livejournal.com]

Oh damn, shitty timing, isn't it? Not that anxiety is ever fun. Been in therapy for it (and the stuff behind it) for a few years now so I know how not fun it is. All the more respect to you for shouldering through it. Still shitty timing. Damn.

*huggles*

[crystalchain.livejournal.com]

I know people say this all the time but I mean it: I know how you feel. I've been in therapy for a few years because of the same problems, been taking meds and I'm still not really any better so I think I really know how you're feeling right now and I'm sorry because I know that it's anything but fun to feel like that. I wish there would be something I could do *hugs*

[oh-mcgee.livejournal.com]

I know, man. I feel literally sick to my stomach right now. And my sister's just "we should do this and this and this and this." She knows how I am, but she thinks encouraging me to get out and do more things is going to help. I wish it would.

[keldjinfae-moon.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm sorry. I know people who would rather be at home all the time than be with people. I tend to like being distant until I'm actually out in the world, and then it's great. I love being alone, though; it's my favorite time, really.

However, all I can suggest is that you put on something like a gorilla costume, and then convince someone else to put on the same costume so that s/he can take out your kids and hang out with your sister (silently, of course) while you stay at home. It's worked in TV shows, in any case.

Recuperate this weekend! *roots for you*

[roseganymede.livejournal.com]

Aw, hun. Don't feel bad for feeling bad...it is what it is. I take meds for that shit too. And some days, you just have one of those days, and there's no one to blame, and you work with it the best you can, and you're a total superhero for it :) How did things go?

::massive hugs::

[cosmicavatar.livejournal.com]

Awww, dude. That's never fun at the best of times, but when you're in the pit... well, yeah.

I hope you get through it all OK.

[kilynn16.livejournal.com]

I have those days, too. They always seem to pop up at the absolute WORST times, huh?

Hope you feel more at ease soon, babe. *hugs*