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[withimpunity]

Okay, so I have this problem with people. And going places. And dealing with people at said places.  Yes, I take drugs for it and no, they don't really help and, yes I probably need different drugs. Whatev. I also have two kidlets and today happens to be halloween and my sister is coming to visit and wants to do things and today just happens to be one of those days that I just don't fucking want to leave the house.

I'm not going to weasel out of taking them trick-or-treating b/c they've been talking about that all week. But. Myeh.  I just wish I could feel moto about this stuff. 

I'm Captain of the Failboat, dude. 

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[crystalchain.livejournal.com]

I know people say this all the time but I mean it: I know how you feel. I've been in therapy for a few years because of the same problems, been taking meds and I'm still not really any better so I think I really know how you're feeling right now and I'm sorry because I know that it's anything but fun to feel like that. I wish there would be something I could do *hugs*

[oh-mcgee.livejournal.com]

I know, man. I feel literally sick to my stomach right now. And my sister's just "we should do this and this and this and this." She knows how I am, but she thinks encouraging me to get out and do more things is going to help. I wish it would.