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You know what the worst part about being crazy is? Knowing that you're crazy. And knowing that your life really isn't the worst, that its really NOT the end of the fucking world, but still feeling slightly suicidal, like your whole life is kind of fucking pointless? That you haven't accomplished and probably will never accomplish anything so like, why the fuck even bother? And then thinking about what you just thought and feeling guilty for thinking that way because jesus fucking christ, you privileged little white bitch, be more of a cunt why don't you. There are so many people worse off than you. And then just wanting to dig a hole and bury yourself alive because even YOU can't stand yourself anymore.
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Date: 2010-09-28 08:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-28 09:11 pm (UTC)