she give me love

[withimpunity]

Dude, I don't know when the last time I actually journaled was.  I have been SWALLOWED by Supernatural. It just seriously ate me up. And really? I'm okay with that. ;)  The show is amazing. A-Mazing.  I really just don't have the words.  The boys. The writing. The car. The MUSIC ffs.  Everything about it is so amazingly perfect it's just...amazing. 

Like Jensen. Jensen is AMAZING.  Gorgeous and sweet and a little country sometimes which is okay because omfg, so hot and shy? Yes, I love that.  THIS FUCKING MUCH.  I have so many J2 bunnies running amok in my brain right now I'm amazed I can open my mouth to speak without shouting "J SQUARED OWNS ME!" 

I hate that I'm so new the fandom though and there's all these itty things people know about Jensen and Jared THAT I DON'T.  *bitchface*  I need to know it all, gdi.  *lol*  I want articles, interviews, photoshoots, everything.  I've been reading about how shy and introverted Jensen is (except of course, when Jared is around) and its KILLING ME. I love him so much. DO WANT. YES PLZ. NAO. 

AND THEN THERE WAS THIS.  Which I'm sure everyone who's not me has already seen, but why the hell wouldn't you want to watch it again? :P It's just. I just.  I could not stop grinning while I watched it.  Musical boys is such a kink of mine. And there's Jensen, blushing and looking awkward and chewing gum and stuffing his hands in his pockets and...did I mention blushing? a;df; sd;klgfksd  nfklslsk;d eiasnkl;34e

Annnnnnd I've been playing Rockband on the 360 like a mother.  I play the drums, by the by, and I kick all kinds of ass. *is so very humble*   bigfiction  thinks it may very well be the work of Satan himself, but I disagree.  Who's a rockstar? I AM!!1!

In the fiction bin right now is:

• J2 - anxious/agoraphobic Jensen
• Wincest - Jealous!Sammy

Both of which are almost finished. Also? I will be in possession of season three V. V. SOON AND ZOMG I CAN'T WAIT I'M ABOUT TO EXPLODE. I CAN HAZ MOAR WINCHESTERS PLZ?

Anyway, Happy Why Do We Need An Excuse to Buy Chocolate and Have Sex Day. I love you.♥

Comments

[dref22.livejournal.com]

I haven't watched a single episode of this show yet, I guess it's good. lol!

[cosmicavatar.livejournal.com]

Hey, it's a good show. (And you're not the only newbie - I only discovered it last year.) JDM rocks. Jensen is good fun. Mmmmmm, Metallicar. And I hadn't seen that vid!

[oh-mcgee.livejournal.com]

Oh good! I'm glad I was able to pimp Jensen out to you. :D

[roseganymede.livejournal.com]

I tried to deny RPS for the longest time. Like, I totally saw the sparks between the Js, but I couldn't quite do the fic thing. Now? Guh. Mostly I read AUs, and I'm working on writing two right now, but seriously, every time Jen and Jared are togther, it is LOVE. They're so adorkable, and all over each other, and obviously in love, and have you heard the song and seen the video for Jensen and Jared Are in Love (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W59iNGaHbOo) yet? Made of awesome. Check out other vids I've saved over at my YouTube (http://www.youtube.com/user/roseganymede). Then read this fic (http://community.livejournal.com/lu_fics/6774.html), after you've seen the Js in Love vid.

Yes, write anxious/agoraphobic Jensen! He's so sexy when he's shy and awkward. You can tell he's genuinely a sweet, humble guy, and he's funny and smart and very serious about his craft and deserves way more attention and kudos than he gets. The man is TALENTED. So much. Have you seen Dark Angel? Young Jensen, delish. And if Ten Inch Hero ever gets picked up by a distributor, I will probably die of squee. I started writing Jared visiting Jensen on the set of TIH a long time ago, where mohawk!love and sexin' ensued - really need to finish that someday, but man, there's millions of fics I have never finished.

Nothing wrong AT ALL with being sucked into the Spn. How far are you with the new eps? Did you watch the amazing bloopers for S2? Fuckin' OMG, the greatness. Jared and Jensen touching each other, Jensen wearing fan-made Team Padalecki underwear on his head (you know he wears 'em on hit ass too, for Jared), and...

Your squee has totally made me remember my squee, as I was the opposite and got way sucked into Petrellis for a while (who I obviously still love). *smishes you to pieces*

My favorite thing? Jensen was even girlier pretty as a younger man, and delish, but I love how he's aging and the little bit o'chub (I blame it on Dean's constant eating) and the eye crinkles and just...everything. Such a sexy, sexy man. And the frackles, and sometimes he wears glasses, and...Yes.

[bigfiction.livejournal.com]

So I stayed up all night hunting icons, watching Kripke & Co. at Paley festival on youtube, and reading crack. And there's fucking SNOW on the mountains. And I'm on cup number five of coffee. Only it's not mugs, it's one of those grande paper cups from the cafe yesterday. So what? Like twelve ounces a pop? Twelve times five? I don't know.

Sleep is for the WEAK! Oh...I have to meet up with what's her fuck in four hours to study for an exam. Oh...twelve times five.

Flask maximus; it was worth it.

[bigfiction.livejournal.com]

Sam/Dean Post-hunt muddy, bloody showers.

Jensen/JDM - Wardrobe. RINGS AND BOOTS AND LEATHER JACKETS AND GUH. You know. Trailer sex.

Jensen/Jared - sympathy for the broken arm.

And Scotty said, "Let there be J2."

[bigfiction.livejournal.com]

- Jensen & Jared on the giant Pada-couch watching Tarantino movies. And, you know, touching.

- Drunk-dialing JDM.

- Jared seeing Jensen's shaved head for the first time. Scruffy head rubbing and what have you.

- Quickie-between-convention-panels-hotel-
wall-sex. Because Jensen is silently freaking out and needs to.

Oh, and follow-up J-Cubed to that mind-blowing JDM/Jensen trailer sex.

[bigfiction.livejournal.com]

Jensen making Jared wait. Impatient, bitchface Jared.

Stoner!J2 - "Your hands are massive."

Red pixie stick dust on Jared's tongue.

Jensen in Ten-Inch-Hero kilt. Jared: "...they...let you keep that?" O_O

Rosenbaum drunk groping Jensen; Jared jealousy.

[bigfiction.livejournal.com]

- Hands under the table during a con interview.

- Jared/common cold

- Back at Jensen's after a day of filming the bed-tackling scene.

[bigfiction.livejournal.com]

- Fake blood on his face, beads of it sliding down his throat.

- Growing a strike beard.

- Jensen likes Sandy, but sometimes she just gets in the way.

- McGee, dude, you've got to do it. You've got to write somebody in lacey underthings.