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Can Damon come kill Lisa? Can Demon!Sam burn her on a ceiling?

Is it weird that I'm more angry with Sam? And at Dean for just giving up. Idek, I don't even have concise thoughts still.

Why are you mad at Sam?

I'm definitely struggling with this...Dean giving up, not doing the whole saving stupid sacrifice thing like they always do...I'm trying to rationalize it over at my LJ, but it's hard. Very hard.

I didn't mean to imply it was logical, rofl. But he's just, he's standing there and you can tell, he's just going to walk off and let Dean live his apple pie life with barbecues and shit. (Even though I don't believe for a second that he'll enjoy it for ONE SECOND.)

And I'm mad at Dean, for just...doing it. He NEVER promised Sam he would do that. He purposefully looked away and DIDN'T promise him that.

When Chuck was narrating at the end about how that was the last time he'd see Bobby for a long time, I just KNEW he was going to do something, to go after Sam.

And then.

See, as per hints at my journal, I don't think Sam is going to walk away. I think he's going to steal Dean away. At least, I hope so. He can be all Damon and haunt Dean, just not with the assholeishness and stealing Lisa because ew.

And yeah, Dean actually doing it makes no fucking sense to me. I get Lisa as a symbol of that life that he and Sam both have wanted, but actually giving up on Sam, even if it's what Sam asked, just...no. It's not right. And I know it won't work out, one way or another, he and Sam will be back together, but that doesn't change the fact that this right here pisses me off and is wrong.

But I do have hopes for an epic reunion and running away together. So I'm trying to hold onto that.

I just feel like they were hinting more toward Sam just watching, letting Dean live his life. I'll have to watch it again, JUST THAT PART GOD I CAN'T BEAR THE REST, to see his facial expressions better.

The epic reunion is the only reason I'm still going to watch next season! lol

Yeah, I need to rewatch it, but I felt like he looked like a real creeper...Like super-stalking and longing but maybe I'm creating my own memory? IDK...Downloading the torrent (thank you!) but not sure if I can handle it!

And how TVD? It had an ending that seemed ready to similarly piss me off and then pulled out the epic shocker and I loved...
I mean, I get that the Damon/Elena thing is compelling and good for plot and I do adore Damon, but when "they" kissed, I was all...

1) Damon: your brother just fucking rescued you. And now you're stealing his girl?
2) Elena: you just told Stefan you loved him and not Damon. WTF.

But lo and behold, surprise!Katherine!!!! Which was fucking amazing. So then I was okay, but I was ready to pitch a fit - my sister was cheering for Damon and my mom and I were all, "you can't do that to Stefan!" Which made me feel in the right because my mom's fave is Damon, but yet she was afraid for Stefan's poor wittle heart...

I need to download TVD too so I can finish my epic compilation of every Stefan/Damon moment. It's like an hour and a half long. And then I am going to start writing past-Stefan/Damon fic and maybe start a comm for it and you will write in it. And I shall seek comfort there as I come to terms with SPN, which I will probably not be able to read for a long time, even if there are fix-it fics because, just, I can't. Even though I'm already fixing it in my head.

Um, physically, I don't hate all the Elena/Damon tension. But I don't want anything to come between or make Damon and Stefan hate each other even more than they think they already do. So while I was like "HOT," I was also like, "WRONG." And even Damon knew it.

Still, I was kinda disappointed when it was Katherine chopping off John's fingers and not Elena, lol.

I'm not quite as attached to Damon and Stefan yet as I am to Dean and Sam, but if they started some angsty love triangle, it would be too hard for me to watch, because I watch for the Salvatores, people. But I really don't think they're going to do that. This show seems different, somehow. Smarter.

And I HAVE seen that and it is 12 kinds of AWESOOOOME and makes me want to write Salvatore Shenanigans. Which I have been trying to do for days now. Blah.

I can't get past my mental/emotional block with Damon/Elena. Like, I totally love how she's helped bring out his humanity again, and I can totally understand why he would fall for her as this entity entirely separate from Katherine who has given him chances and is a good person but stands up for herself and all the stuff that makes Elena a character I like more than I thought I would...And of course I could see her attraction and affection for him...But I just can't enjoy it, if that makes sense. Because I ship Damon/Stefan too hard, and that hurts Stefan in way too many ways and would fuck the two of them up in way too many ways...So I hope they don't get too immersed in that, though what little I've heard of the books (I tried to read the first one, it blew) is that it does go there a bit, so hopefully the show doesn't (which is already different than the books). The flirtation, yes, but I don't want the triangle to be the plot...and I think you're right in that the show won't fall into that trap, but I'm always so afraid...*glares at SPN*

WRITE! I've totes been wanting to write about Damon watching Stefan sleep ever since I read that (and since the nightmare scene), maybe I'll drabble a little tonight...It'll make us feel better!!

Yeah from what I hear the show is barely at all like the books, so I don't go off of that at all. This show just seems so much different, with the female characters and the fast pace, and the people actually TALKING, that I already trust it more than I trust spn not to rightly piss me off and make my heart hurt.

Just talking about this show makes me forget about the awfulness of the other one. ♥

If you haven't seen this, it should make you feel much better...

Get a Room - or rather, Get Stefan's: proof of Stefan and Damon's epic co-habitation

I love the way his shirt just stretch and pulls across his chest. Damn.

Edited 2010-05-14 04:01 (UTC)

Hahaha...He's too sexy for his shirt ;) Mmm, they're both so pretty...I love Stefan's brow...Like, a lot. I'm a totaly brow-lover. And they've both got the eyes, and Damon's smirk...

Stefan's bulging muscles - only for him and Sam do I deal with muscles (though I prefered scrawny Sam, but whatevs).

Also, I am totally making TVD gear for my CafePress shop. You want to buy some Team Damon stuff and you know it.

Awww hellz yeah

http://jameserin.livejournal.com/172337.html?#cutid1 *angry face*

I like it. It played more like a series finale but I liked it. I could see Dean attempting to abide by Sam's wish but I doubt it would stick. That's why I'm not pissed about the way it ended. I see it as very open-ended.

I'm not pissed, just shell-shocked. There's no way Dean will sit there and play house. None.

Of course not because he wouldn't be Dean if he did. However this is the same Dean who in the past sold his soul to save his brother's life and we all know where that landed our boys. I can't see Dean ultimately resting on his laurels without trying to save Sam but I understand the logic behind showing him making a try for normal.

Part of me gets it, you know? But most of me hates it.

I know you're upset and everything, but this meta makes some amazing points that I think you'd like to hear: http://tahirire.livejournal.com/233898.html

Reading it now!

What did you think?

It was good, definitely. I don't know man, I'm finding it really hard to put my feelings on this episode into words. Logically, I know why they did all of it and I even totally loved parts of it. But the other side of me? The side Eric Kripke basically molded with 5 years of erotically co-dependent? Is just going ERR-OR! ERR-OR" Its not natural and its not right. And I just feel like, Idk, crawling under a rock and not talking about or thinking about anything until season six, as far as supernatural goes. *shrug*