baby we'll be fine

[withimpunity]

 
My thoughts on this episode. I'm trying so hard not to get as emotionally fubar'd as I did last week. Its not working.


You know something's wrong with The Boys when my favorite part of the episode was Cas. I can't help it. Drunk, faithless angels do it for me.

"The whore."

"Wow Cas, tell us how you really feel."

"On a BENDER."

"Are you drunk?"

"NO."

"Yes."

"Your message was very long and I find your voice to be...grating."

LEANING INTO SAM. adkfjdljfldsj; 

Oh god, Kripke. This is what you have reduced me to. IHUSFM.

But no, really. Cas IS awesome. Misha IS funny. But the way they wrote Castiel's character, the way they have Dean fucking light up whenever Cas walked into the room and btw, call him CAS, meanwhile his brother was slipping down the slippery slope paved with demon blood. It just, ugh. Left a bad taste in my mouth.  If they had introduced Cas in a way that he wasn't a replacement for Sam, I wouldn't have all this resentment. 

The other things:

Everything else broke me. Every scene Sam and Dean were in together was difficult to watch.  The only nice thing I can say about it is that I like that instead of worrying if ~eebil Sammy~ is going to say yes to Lucifer, instead we have to worry about pansy ass Dean saying yes to Michael. I don't mean that Dean. Its just, hypocrite much? But still, I kind of (when I'm not crying or eating my hair) like it, in a way. Sam having to take care of Dean for once, to worry about HIM. This is what I like. The back and forth, the being brothers. No one sidedness.

"You're not going to do something stupid, are you?"

"Like what?"

"Like Michael stupid?"

I picked up my laptop and THREW IT when Dean just took off and left Sammy, but I felt a little bit better when he showed up at Lisa's house. He's so sweet with her. And aw, he wants Ben too. I personally think Ben is his and Lisa wanted to tell him that then. I'm super glad they just let that be a mystery though, because if it were actual canon it would ruin things. You wanna talk about jumping the shark, ugh. 

Anyway, I can't believe Dean and his uber patheticness. Its just that its so hard for me to buy. Like, even though he's been this way since the beginning of last season, it still feels so OOC, Dean getting along with angels and praying and shit. WHATEVS, SHOW. I DON'T BUY IT. STOP FORCING IT DOWN MY THROAT.

Also, I get it. Dean has daddy issues. The deadbeat dad line is getting a little over-used though.  STREET'S CLOSED PIZZA BOY, FIND ANOTHER WAY HOME. Oh god, the most fucking random quotes pop into my head at the weirdest places. 

Anyway to sum it up:

Cas = Funny Drunk.

Sam = :( And i wish they'd let Jared do his own hair.  For example.

Dean = Vagina.

AND IS IT THURSDAY YET? I MEAN. NOT THIS ONE. THE NEXT ONE. WITH THE NEW EPISODE? YEAH. THAT ONE. NO? Fuck.

Comments

[underdelusions.livejournal.com]

Um, I agree with everything, but I also don't. Of course, I didn't start re-watching SPN until right before Sam killed Lillith so I don't know shit compared to you. But I kind of - I'm glad they gave Dean this other element. But you're totally right that 'the deadbeat dad line is getting a little over-used'. I mean really.

I love Sam so much though, and yes. Thank god not every fucking thing is his fault. Dean's the one who's having issues.

I have no idea who Lisa is, and um, the thought of Dean having a kid with her makes me a little sick to my stomach, that being the case. I mean, I know that Dean likes and sleeps with girls, but I'm one of those people. Who can't take too much - I don't want him to have a kid with someone else. I just want him to adopt with Sam? Yeah... Sure.

I never thought to look at Cas like Sam's replacement, but I guess that's kind of true. Yet, I don't think it worked. Because the thing is, when I came back to SPN, I shipped Cas/Dean for a good two-four shows before I sat myself down and said, 'Look, you're just in denial. Dean/Sam is what's real, and yeah Cas/Dean is kind of wonderful, but it doesn't match up.'

[oh-mcgee.livejournal.com]

Lisa is Ben's mom, in the episode The Kids Are Allright in season three. I'm like you, but the reason I don't find it so revolting is BEN IS JUST LIKE DEAN AND HE IS SO CUUUTE. picture (I don't think about Dean and Lisa raising Ben or anything. I just think Dean + Ben is adorbs.)

Dean/Cas makes me want to projectile vomit. But I'm biased. Dean went out with Cas and got him drunk and took him to stripper when Sammy was GONE.

[underdelusions.livejournal.com]

Well let's face it, Dean's kind of an idiot and deals with things really badly. I say the more he acts like he doesn't care, the more he does. So that he was pretending everything was THE BEST EVAR says how much he missed Sam. (I probably can't make you feel better about anything, but I can try, right?)

And aw... he IS like Dean. Okay, yeah, that is cute.

[oh-mcgee.livejournal.com]

No actually you're totally right! I'm just such a literal person that I can't use that logic when its happening. :P

Hehe, I hoped you'd think so.

[underdelusions.livejournal.com]

Aww... Well everything will work out anyway. It has to, right? I mean, they can't just - ruin everything. I'm sure SPN has enough of a fanbase where they wouldn't dare cut it shorter than necessary. And we already know they're soul mates, so it's not like Dean can be a dick FOREVER. So even if in the future-present situations, things are still bad, it has to get better eventually. /rambling - I don't even know why I felt the need to say that. Stupid, lol. Oh well.


And yes, definitely. Thanks for sharing :) That makes me feel a lot better about it. If it ends up coming out, I probably won't feel horribly upset about it anymore.

[oh-mcgee.livejournal.com]

NO YOU MADE ME FEEL BETTER! Sometimes I just FORGET that they're soulmates and stuff. And I gotta hear it! I am waaay too invested in these boys lol.

[underdelusions.livejournal.com]

Oh :D Well good, because I guess that was what I was going for. <3 I approve of these investments. Honestly, I think it's sweet. I wish more people were passionate about these kinds of things. Who cares if it's fictional (or maybe can't happen irl because society sucks) - at least it's something. And love is probably the best thing to be investing in. I say you're good. I wish it didn't make you sad of course, but if it didn't, I really wouldn't know how much they meant to you.