oye, these finales are going to keel me

[withimpunity]

I am pretty sure I am going to be a broken person after nine o'clock tonight, jsyk. Anyway.



Season one:

Season Two:

Season Three:

I can't wait to see what tonight's is like. It's kind of my favorite part of the episode.

~Carry On My Wayward Son

Though my eyes could see I still was a blind man
Though my mind could think I still was a mad man

The first line, to me, applies to Dean, as the latter obviously applies to Sam. I just feel that Dean's been blind, so to speak, to Sam this season. He never gave Sam a chance, never backed him up. Dean can only see the "monster" in Sam, and I think that's what makes him blind. It's just who he is though, what John trained him to be since he was a tiny boy, all corruptable and easily influenced. Its hard to change what's been ingrained in you for as long as you can remember, by someone you thought was your hero. I think Sam as the "mad man" is quite apparent. Drinking demon blood, hai.

Carry on my wayward son,
For there'll be peace when you are done

Usually I think about Dean when I hear this line, but at this particular moment, I'm thinking of Sam. From the promos I've seen for the finale, his whole attitude, and some other's meta that I've read, its like Sam is picturing himself as some kind of martyr. Like, he just wants to do this, to kill Lilith, to stop the apocalypse, at whatever cost. Though I doubt there will be peace when he's done. Or for either of them, this season at least. I have no idea what season five has in store, but there BETTER be some peace for our boys by the time this show ends. I don't even care if they go out, guns blazing, as long as they do it together damn it. God, I can't wait for our boys to fix this, IDEK how, I just can't wait for them to do it and it BETTER be epic. Hear me, Eric? Do not think I won't cut a bitch.

Masquerading as a man with a reason
My charade is the event of the season
And if I claim to be a wise man, it surely
means that I don't know

This totally applies to both our boys. Both of them think they have a purpose, a reason, and they each think that it's THE reason, THE thing that's going to avert the apocalypse, that they're HELPING each other. And they really just don't know what they're doing at all.

Lay your weary head to rest
Now don't you cry no more


Good luck. May the force be with you. And the Kleenex.

*meep*

Comments

[jameserin.livejournal.com]

i'm going to have to be slightly drunk in order to deal. so, i think i am boycotting.

[oh-mcgee.livejournal.com]

LOL I saw your tweet about everyone needing to STFU about the finale...but I already had this all coded and typed out, haha sorry. :P

You can text me for support if you need to! I think we get to watch it at the same time, right? It comes on 8 here, central standard.

[jameserin.livejournal.com]

it comes on at 9 eastern here.

[sir-yessir.livejournal.com]

I totally had an EPIC THOUGHT the other night, and I think this is the appropriate place to share it:

All throughout seasons one and two, Sam got strangled a lot, and when Dean got whammied hard, it was usually directed at his chest and his heart. I never knew if that was an intentional decision on the writers' parts, but I liked to think it was - Sammy is the brains of the operation, Dean is the heart. Sort of. Anyway, towards the end of season three, that stopped being the rule, and by season four we had, for what I think was the first time EVER, Dean getting strangled (by the noose in the magician episode). And then, in this last episode, Sam strangles Dean for no discernible reason. I'd assumed that the lack of Sam!strangling was Jared having complained about doing strangle noises in ADR and the writers giving him a break... but now I'm not so sure. SHOULD I GIVE THEM MORE CREDIT? IDEK ANYMORE AUUUGH.

*squirm*

[oh-mcgee.livejournal.com]

LOL I was reading "I'd assumed that the lack of Sam!strangling was Jared having complained-" and totally substituted my own thoughts rest of that sentence, being "complained that it was giving him an asphixation kink and every time he had to do a strangling scene he popped a boner." BUT YOUR THINKING THOUGHTS ARE BETTER. :D

lol sorry, trying to distract myself from the impending angst with porn.

[sir-yessir.livejournal.com]

I like your version. YOU SHOULD WRITE THAT.

...dammit, now I'm off to find breath play fic. *shakes fist*

[oh-mcgee.livejournal.com]

You know, it HAS been too long since I've written my favorite kink. *eyebrows*

[sir-yessir.livejournal.com]

I can poke at you until you do it. Or spam you with screen caps.





:D

[oh-mcgee.livejournal.com]

Oh wow, that second one. I'LL JUST BE OVER THERE.

[shiplessheathen.livejournal.com]

TERRI, WE HAVE TO WATCH TOGETHER. My phone is busted, so we can't text, but you'll live with me in Gmail, right?

[force-oblique.livejournal.com]

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