I knew him

i know, because like, he doesn't like to say things to hurt sam. he really doesn't. he's usually the first one to tell sam that he's not the freak(or he admits that they're both freaks)to make him feel better...and he doesn't swing on sam unless he's hurt too. people always tell me that sam should defend himself against dean when he swings, but really, i think sam knows when he pushes too hard and he knows he deserves it...and keeping things from dean, that's just going too far because sam would always tell dean he needs to talk about stuff and he finally is, and now sam is not. it makes me kind of sad, yo! because this great relationship they had(even though it's highly fucked up)is practically non-existent now. dean said it all at the beginning, he's not needed anymore(or he feels that way)and that hurts him the most because this is sammy, and he still needs sammy and sam doesn't need him. dean always wants to feel needed, you know?