we should swim in a fountain

[withimpunity]

My stomach is in knots, my hands are shaking, and I think I'm going to throw up in a minute or two. Yep, just had to call someone. At least the person I was calling was the therapist?

Today I want to SCREAM and IDK, get rid of everything in my house and rearrange the furniture for the 13th time and paint the walls and get in my car and drive FOREVER, change my name to Anne and work part-time at a tiny bookstore that smells like incense and a diner that sells pancakes but not waffles and write stories about the people I meet and learn French.

I just want to be a different me.

Comments

[puckling]

Oh bb. Take care of yourself, alright. And start French lessons if you want to. Who says you can't make some change after all?

[burningchaos]

You wouldn't be bipolar would you? I feel like that quite often and I am. *hugs* stay safe.