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I need someone to tell me not to pick up the phone and call my mother and go off on her about how she drives right by my house everyday, sees my kids playing int he yard, sees them waving at her and screaming at her, and yet never stops. Or calls. And how I live basically RIGHT ACROSS THE STREET from her but see my sister, who lives in hour away, far more than I see her. I just need someone to tell me that it is a supremely BAD idea because my mother has this LOVELY way of making ME feel bad, even when she's so obviously a heartless bitch with no feelings.

Just, someone tell me to take a deep breath and calm the fuck down and move the fuck far away.