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[withimpunity]

I hate when it feels like there's so much going on around you and you're just stuck in the middle of it, and its all just kind of swirling around you like a tornado and you're caught in the eye, and you can't move, can't breathe, just have to watch it all happen in front of you and you can't do anything about it, you don't have any control over it, you're a part of it whether you want to be or not, and everything's getting knocked around and broke down, leaving this huge mess behind and when it finally stop you're the one that has to deal with it, pick up all the pieces, keep calm and carry on.

Fuck I hate this month.