interview with Genevieve Cortese (Ruby)

[withimpunity]

TVGuide.com: Were you extra-nervous doing Ruby and Sam's love scene, knowing that the boys get precious few of them?
Cortese: There were two things at play. One, I figured they're not going to be looking at me anyway; they're going to be looking at Jared. And two, I was more nervous because he is so big and so tough! [Laughs] Jared's muscles... I mean, his arm is like the size of my body!

WE KNOW, BB. WE KNOOOOOW. LkerhkleaJKE.

TVGuide.com: And it was a pretty physical love scene, too.
Cortese: Yeah! Knowing how Ruby was emotionally, I really felt good about it, because it was important to see that desperation. It's like Monster's Ball — it's about two people who are so broken and sad.

Exfuckingactly. Broken and sad. These are true facts.  Its not about Sam sleeping with a demon, or with Ruby, or the fact that Sam's never used sex and booze as a comfort before - his brother had never been in hell before, either, homes.  He was a broken boy without his Dean. :(